Chapter 7: I want her more
After last night Matthew Wallace was driven mad by a silhouette, and this afternoon he was treated to Amanda’s curves in her fucking bikini. The turmoil in the man’s blood is heating up.All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.
Wild fantasies have been guerrilla in his mind. Matt was so rough that he imagined what it would be like to taste the women’s bodies on his fancy yacht, in the sun’s rays, in the middle of a vast ocean, naked together, feeling each other’s scent.
Matt’s insides sucking his cigar hard, throwing out the white smoke. He puts his head up, leans on the couch, and closes his eyes. Just for a few moments, then suck the cigar back.
The dinner invitation just got rejected by Amanda La Howard, and the woman prefers to starve in her room. Stubborn.
There’s the sound of a bootstrapping from his confidant. “Are you okay, Boss?” asked Jav, who had just arrived while handing over a file to Matt.
Matt opened the file and went through the details. Behind his disrespectful, arrogant, pervert nature, it’s not uncommon to go too far, but if he’s already talking about the man’s business, it’ll be terrible.
It’s about doubling the money he’s got. Whether it’s hotels, apartments, housing, or any other illegal business, Matt’s control is epic. College at Standford was just a degree because Matt began entering the dark from college, building his business empire and adding to the man’s wealth.
“As you can see… I’m good, Jav. Oh, someone picked up a container containing our cocaine.” Matt wasn’t surprised. Part of something like that was commonplace.
“There’s not much to lose, but the rats need to get rid of it, right?”
Matt looked at Jav with an undeniable look. He gives Jav goosebumps every time he gets that look. He knows his BossBoss is upset, but he’s hidden.
“Right, Boss. Damar has started to move to clean it up, and Boss will get the report as soon as it’s done.”
“Don’t leave a single rat. The pest must be bathed until it is destroyed so as not to disturb our harvest later. Always remember, no negotiation or mercy exists in a business like this. If you don’t want to be killed first!” Matt grinned wickedly.
“The Boss’s message will always be remembered,” Jav replied with compliance. “Then I beg you–”
Matt’s cutting. “Wait, Jav, there’s something I want to ask.” Jav was about to resign, but Matt stopped him.
The Boss was right at the heart of the matter. “I always get what I want. I got it even when I wanted to sleep with a Hollywood artist whose movie was rising. But now that something’s off, I’ve offered money, luxury cars, even everything, but that woman still refuses me. Tell me, Jav, now what do I do?”
It sounds funny when the man whose notables are the top-class mob boss and has stepped on the head of three asked him about it to his subordinate. It feels innocent.
Jav suggested. BossBoss should approach him with feelings. Take the emotional side. Let’s start by making friends.
“No, Jav, I can’t. I don’t want a relationship like that. A woman would be insolent if we gave her feelings. I want to enjoy the night with him, that’s enough.” explained the BOSS.
“What do you mean the woman on this ship?”
“Yes.”
“There’s one way, but it’s cruel, Boss. Of course, I know what I mean.”
“No, I won’t have sex with an unconscious woman.”
“If I’m being honest, the BossBoss has been out of strategy since the beginning. How can she ask him to play if Boss doesn’t know her name? I notice that the woman’s look at BossBoss looks very hostile.”
Matt knows what Jav’s saying, but flirting with that fierce woman feels good.
“Or, Boss, do you want me to find a woman who looks a little like her?”
Matt’s shaking. “Though similar, the sensation must be different.”
“Sense?”
“Mmm, the sensation when he’s making me more challenged. That feels amazing, Jav.”
Amanda was distraught by the strange man who got her trapped on this ship. Amanda was lucky because this afternoon, she managed to escape after kicking the pervert’s leg, but I don’t know about tomorrow.
After sipping a medicine, Amanda went to bed and woke up only when it was dark. Since experiencing domestic violence, Amanda has had to commute to psychologists and psychiatrists to undergo therapy and get medication. Amanda slowly began to be free from the prescribed medication, but occasionally, Amanda had to take it when she felt her condition was unstable.
Not only physical health is important, but mental health is also essential. Luckily, Amanda had a real family for her, so after Amanda returned to her family home in a messy condition, they immediately accompanied Amanda to the Psychologist.
At that time, Amanda felt fine, even though she had just experienced domestic violence.
Sometimes, one’s consciousness after experiencing violence is often overlooked, as it has been wrapped in love and commitment to one’s partner, but it continues to repeat itself. Other reasons a person survives are child or economic factors.
Hiding behind the word ‘I’m fine’ is not a resolution to violence. It will even make the victim’s condition worse. What’s more, when violence is done by the person who’s supposed to protect us, it must be excruciating.
What can be done as a family member or someone closest to the victim is to embrace him and ask him to speak first because sometimes some people don’t realize he needs help. He’s sick and needs healing. Some people don’t want to talk because they’re afraid of having a mental disorder.
Please don’t ignore violence. If you can’t help him, at least empathize by bringing him to a more professional side.
In Amanda’s case, she hurt her wrist, and most severely when she tried to drown herself in the bathtub. However, after regularly undergoing therapy and with the encouragement of the nearest, Amanda’s condition gradually improved.