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As we are getting back to the apartment, we sit in his jeep quiet. I want to know why he stops talking to me. Then, as soon as I was in trouble, he came to my rescue. I need to know, so I just ask him, “Matt, why did you just stop talking to me? You left me why I thought we were friends.”

He looks at me, I can see the regret in his eyes when realizes that he actually really hurt me. “Jessica, I never really cared about someone, and I was okay with that I didn’t mind being alone. Then you come along it was like instant something I never felt I’m not good enough for you.”

He is saying that he cares about me but not understanding how to actually put it into words. “Matt you care about me?”

“Jessica, I’m not sure how I feel I have never really felt for anyone before.”

“Why wouldn’t just talk to me instead of blocking me out I was willing just to be friends, I was ok with that.”

“I didn’t just want to be your friend Jessica.”

Did he really just say that, he wants to be more than my friend? “Then what do to you want to be?” I ask.

“I need to stay away from you, it’s better for you, I’m not good.”Content rights by NôvelDr//ama.Org.

“Matt, what do you mean you have saved me more than once you are good.”

“Jessica we can not be together you do not understand you would if you knew the true me.”

I am confused by his words I don’t know what the hell he is talking about he won’t let me decide because he has already decided. “Matt then tell me who you are I want to no the true if you’re willing to tell me.”

“Jessica, it’s not that simple I have never told anyone the things that I have to do to be completely satisfied.”

He gets out of the jeep and goes to walk in the apartment I’m confused why he won’t tell me. I want to know all there is to know. Maybe I can fix the reasoning behind him not wanting to be with me. I open the door to the jeep and go inside the apartment building, wanting to know the truth about him. I don’t see him he wasn’t that far ahead of me I go to run up the stairs to find him but nothing when I get to his apartment I knock on the door wanting to talk to him, but he doesn’t answer. I get angry I want him to explain to me his reasoning.

I want to tell him that he makes me feel like a completely different person a better one. That he gave me confidence that was hidden from me. That I also feel for him that we could try to fix whatever he is worried about damn why won’t he answer I don’t want him to block me out again. I can’t make him want to do something he does not want to do, so I just say fuck it and walk away from his apartment and go to mine I unlock the door and lock the door behind me.

I go and just sit down wondering why he is ignoring me I go get my phone out, and I see I have a voicemail. I don’t recognize the number, but I listen to the voicemail anyway it’s probably just a stupid telemarketer.” Hello Jessica, this is Andrea from Blair street marketing I was calling to tell you that we are so sorry for the way that we treated to. We actually would love for you to come and work for us if your still interested, please call us back as soon as you can.”

My heart fills up with happiness I am so excited what changed their mind. I am so excited I really don’t care what changed their mind I am just so happy that they’re giving me a chance. I know that I can do great at this job and I want to learn new things. I realize I don’t even have anyone to share my excitement with disappointed but still happy for myself.

This day was so terrible I am so glad that something good came out of it. I really wish Matt would not block me out and talk to me. I can’t force him to talk to me, but I wish he would just tell me what he really feels and what the hell is going on. I stay up for a couple of hours waiting for him to just knock on my door and ravish me, but it doesn’t happen. So, I decide it’s bedtime, especially if I am going to be starting my new job, probably not tomorrow but soon.

I go and take my clothes off from this day they feel so heavy from everything that has happened. I turn the shower on, and I let it warm once it’s hot I decide to get in relaxing as the water pours over my body. I decide if I can’t have Matt, why not imagine having him? As my hands slide down to my pussy, I remember how Matt told me to touch myself. then realizing how I am able to please myself as a rubbing my clit Faster and faster I scream out Matt’s name and tell him not to stop. Surprised how good I am making myself feel moaning out his name is making me even wetter, I can feel my orgasm getting to the peak and ready But then all of a sudden, the shower curtain swings open.

I jumped backwards and let out a little scream when I realize it’s a naked Matt my body wants him. I don’t even give him time to react I grab a hold of him and coach him into the shower with me. As he starts kissing down my neck, it feels so fucking good. He gets behind me and starts kissing my neck and caressing my breast as his hands Lead down to my pussy as he starts rubbing my clit I scream out in pleasure loving it. He then bends me over takes his hand down my back before he thrust his hard cock inside me, a sigh of relief leaving my lips loving the feeling of his cock pounding me harder I scream out to him. As he grips on to my hips, so he can fuck me harder “Yes yes fuck yes” I yell out in pleasure. My pussy begins to tighten I can feel his cock throbbing inside of me oh it feels so good I have my orgasm. As he’s driving his hard cock harder and harder getting his full-length inside me my body I can’t help but have another orgasm. Never wanting him to stop, he makes me feel so good I can’t help myself. He hammers me God I love it when he stops not realizing he got his release I am disappointed still craving more.