CHAPTER 43
CHAPTER 43
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'' You can't run '' , He said i removed my hands from his grip and stared at him
'' I will look Daniel's dead because of me what are you even doing close to me you will probably end up
like him i killed him open your damn eyes and see you hate me i destroyed a family a fucking family i
am messed up i am fucking messed up and i don't deserve to live '' , i Said the rain pouring on us Blaze
looked at me sadly , he tried to grab my hand i moved away
'' No you di'' , I cut him by laughing painfully
'' Stop it i am tired of your pity party you and my family make me feel like i am some fragile glass i am
tired and i need a distraction '' , I snapped drugs is my distraction and Alcohol when i used to take them
i will feel like i am alone , Ana isn't different we took them without Sam knowing
'' Don't you dare take those things Carina we can took about this '' , He said i shook my head and ran
off like how always do i went to the one place i will lose myself the bad part of New York
[AN; She lives in New York]
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I drank the seventh or the tenth glass i don't know how much i drank , the coke i bought is in my pocket
i am debating whether to take it or not
'' Okay that's enough'' , The bartender said , i smiled lazily and put my glass for him to add more
'' Ju.st .. Put .. More'' ,I slurred he shook his head then i heard one a voice behind
'' Let's go Carina you are drunk already '' , Ace said swinging my arms around his shoulder , i whined ,
He put me in the car carefully i lay my head on the window watching the world pass blurry the next
thing i know is that i am falling asleep
Ace's Pov
I stare at my little sister who was sleeping her face were stained in tears my heart clench at the sight
she's broken and i will do anything to fix it , my eyes landed on a white paper from her coat i stop the
car and pick it coke she was taking them oh god
I carry her and walked inside the house , Mom is worried and well dad and the others i really don't
know ,i lay her on her bed and walk out , i entered the living room and throw the cock on the table , The
guys looked mad and dad looked shocked and angry Mom was asleep
'' Where did she get that from'' , Damien growled i shook my head and sat down
'' Found it in her pocket who knows maybe she took it '' , I sighed rubbing temples ,dad shook his head
'' She was debating whether to take it or not'' , he muttered but we had it , silence we were quiet
'' we Have to help make her feel like home and spend time with her , it's late go get some sleep '' , Dad
said walking away
Well i wish tomorrow goes okay