I’m Here For You
At that time, Blanca was turning her body away from Lorenzo. Lorenzo’s left index finger was playing Blanca’s clitoris, and Lorenzo’s right hand was squeezing Blanca’s breasts. At that moment, he saw many thin scratches on Blanca’s back. His eyes immediately bulged because he felt so shocked.
He imagined Blanca’s back to be smooth and white, like sexy girls in adult films, novels, and comic books. Lorenzo immediately frowned and asked the reason for the existence of the scratches.
“Why are there so many scratches, Blanca?” His finger drew closer to the scratches.
Instead of answering, at that moment, Blanca said “It’s okay,” and she immediately tried to turn to Lorenzo. She then covered the scratches under her breasts with a blanket.
At that moment, Lorenzo knew that Blanca felt uncomfortable telling him about what had happened. Lorenzo immediately hugged Blanca tightly so that she felt very comfortable and would want to talk about what happened.
He also frowned because he felt confused. “Why, Honey?”
“Just talk about it!” asked Lorenzo.
“I’m here for you. I will hear it for you. I’m yours.” He tried to convince Blanca.
After that, he looked into Blanca’s eyes intently because he wanted to know her expression. However, at that moment, Blanca felt awkward, and she felt that she shouldn’t tell Lorenzo about that.
Blanca was very afraid that Lorenzo would talk about it to Trevor or make a big deal about it, and Trevor would give Blanca an even tougher punishment. Therefore, Blanca’s eyes tried to always avoid Lorenzo’s gaze.
At that moment, Lorenzo’s pupils always followed Blanca’s pupils. Not long after, he saw that Blanca’s eyes had filled with tears because she felt very sad.
At that moment, Blanca wanted to cry, but she tried to hold back her tears because she didn’t want Lorenzo to ask her why she was crying. Blanca immediately tried to make an excuse so Lorenzo wouldn’t ask her to tell him more.
“I don’t think now is the best time for you to know the reason. You will find out later.” Blanca’s words made Lorenzo immediately frown because he felt confused.
Lorenzo had no idea what time it would happen. “Later? When?”
“Yes. Later.” She repeated her words.
“When it’s the right time for you to know that, I’ll tell you about it.” Blanca didn’t know exactly when that moment would happen. Blanca wasn’t sure if that would happen either.
Maybe it will happen forever because she can hide it from Lorenzo. But, it maybe won’t because the truth can’t be hide for long time.
Hearing Blanca’s words, Lorenzo felt that he should respect Blanca’s privacy and her feelings. He understood that perhaps it had caused a great deal of trauma, sadness, and pain to Blanca.
Because of that, Blanca couldn’t tell him yet, especially since he was just a stranger in her life and wasn’t someone close to her. Maybe later, when he becomes someone close to Blanca, she will want to tell him about the problem.
“Okay. I will wait for you until you tell me the reason,” said Lorenzo.
“I’m sorry I forced you to tell me about it!” Lorenzo immediately apologized because he felt guilty.
“It doesn’t matter.” Blanca shook her head quickly, because she didn’t think it was Lorenzo’s fault.
It was just not the right time to tell Lorenzo about that, and Blanca couldn’t tell him either. If the time is right and Blanca already believes Lorenzo won’t betray her, she will definitely tell him.
The atmosphere was a bit clunky. Lorenzo tried to comfort and distract Blanca’s focus. “Enough, Blanca! Don’t think about that now! Just focus on our sex now! Just enjoy it!”
“We must feel happy.”
“Okay.” Blanca immediately wiped her tears, and she tried to stop herself from crying so hard, but she couldn’t. She didn’t understand, but the harder she tried to hold back her tears, the more tears she shed.
“Be relaxed, Blanca! Don’t think about it too much! I’m here. I’ll make sure you’re safe, and I won’t let anyone hurt you like that.” Lorenzo’s words soothed Blanca’s feelings and made Blanca’s tears stop immediately.
***
“He often gives me physical punishment. Therefore, it’s not surprising that there are many scratches on my body, especially on my back.” Blanca continued her sentence.
“Many people feel disgusted and scared of me when they see a lot of scratches on my back.” Many people also think that I am a bad person and get very harsh punishment from the mafia boss. In fact, I’m not like that.” Blanca talked about the things she often got.
“Yes. I trust you. You’re not like that. You’re a good person, and I really believe that.” Lorenzo’s words raised Blanca’s confidence.
“Many people also guessed that I was kidnapped and tortured by bad people in the past. Maybe Trevor is a bad person, who kidnapped my love from you.” Blanca complained again.
“Yes. Maybe.” Lorenzo agreed with some of Blanca’s opinions.
“Yes. He’s so cruel. He has made me unable to escape my love for him.”
“I don’t know how, but I can never turn away my love from him and have always loved him until now. I am so confused and have never understood why I am doing this. Perhaps I love him too much, but I don’t know.” Blanca was completely confused.
“Actually, you can get away from him if you want.” Lorenzo’s words made Blanca’s eyes immediately light up because she felt very happy.
“How?” Blanca frowned as she felt confused.
“Tell me!” asked Blanca.
“Leave him, break up with him, and love me! Make me your boyfriend! I’ll help you.” Lorenzo told Blanca how.
“But what if he gives me more punishment, Lorenzo? I’m so scared.” Blanca complained.
“Me too. Actually, I’m a little bit scared and I’m so scared. I think that’s the only way,” said Lorenzo. Indeed, Lorenzo didn’t think so far.
“By the way, I’m sorry! I didn’t answer your question at that time.” Blanca immediately apologized because she felt pity for Lorenzo and wanted to let him know the answer later.
“Oh. It doesn’t matter. It’s your right to say it or not.” Lorenzo understood Blanca’s situation.
“Regarding the wounds on my back, because he always bites and tugs hard every time he gets annoyed with me because I don’t satisfy him when he has sex. I’m already tired, but he still wants to have sex.”
“He feels jealous of my classmate, or whatever it is. I used to scold him a lot, but he got mad at me back, and he said that I must obey him.”
“Oh, my god!”
“Regarding the wound on my breast…
***
At that time, Trevor bit the bottom of Blanca’s breasts and tugged on her breasts tightly because he was feeling very drunk when they had sex. Blanca screamed several times because she was in so much pain. “Ah! Ah! So sick!”
“I don’t care. After all, it’s your fault.” Trevor blamed Blanca.
“How can?” Blanca frowned because she was so confused.
“That’s because your breasts are adorable,” Trevor complained.
“So, if you don’t want me to do that, you must reduce your breasts.” Trevor gave a solution. From that time on, Blanca always felt shame about her beautiful, big breasts.
***
“Oh, my god! I’m so sad to know that.” Lorenzo felt very sorry for Blanca.
“Forgive me! I can only tell you now. I think now is the right time.” Blanca immediately apologized to Lorenzo.
“It doesn’t matter. That’s your right, honey. I can’t force you.”
“By the way, how is our relationship status?” Lorenzo was very curious about the status of their relationship at that time.
“I don’t know. I’m confused. I don’t have any idea.” Blanca frowned as she felt confused. Then, Lorenzo tried to think about their relationship.
“Boyfriend?” Lorenzo tried to guess.
“No. My boyfriend is Trevor.” Blanca’s reply made Lorenzo’s heart feel disappointed, but he tried to accept Blanca’s decision.
“Maybe a close friend.” Blanca tried to guess.
“A close friend, but we have sex.” Lorenzo complained.
“So, what’s the problem?” Blanca frowned because she felt confused and nothing really happened.Nôvel/Dr(a)ma.Org - Content owner.
“I think there’s no problem. After all, you’re just my secret lover and mistress. You can’t be my boyfriend as long as I’m Trevor’s boyfriend.” Blanca’s reply made Lorenzo aware of his current position in Blanca’s eyes.
“Is that true what I said?” Blanca asked.
Actually, Lorenzo really wanted Blanca to mention Lorenzo as her boyfriend, but in fact Lorenzo was only considered Blanca’s mistress and was only needed when Trevor didn’t want to have sex with Blanca. Furthermore, our relationship with Blanca was kept hidden because Lorenzo is her secret lover.
Lorenzo felt a little disappointed and sad, but it’s a fact. From the start, he is not important or close to Blanca in her life. But Lorenzo is the one who insists and forces himself to join Blanca’s life, and he hopes that Blanca will think that he is her boyfriend.
For him, he must be self-aware and be able to accept it. If he can’t accept it, he has to leave Blanca’s life and choose another woman whose love feelings are easier to conquer and get than Blanca’s love feelings.
“That’s the truth. I must accept it.” He said in his heart.
However, Lorenzo’s heart doesn’t want to do that because he loves Blanca with all his heart, and that meant he had to accept the consequences if he wants Blanca. He wanted to cry, but he tried to hold his tears back because he didn’t want Blanca to know that he cried. He was afraid Blanca would think he was a weak boy or that Blanca would distance herself from him because he expects too much from her, which Blanca doesn’t want to happen because of her relationship with Trevor.
“Ah! Everything has become difficult now. I shouldn’t love her that much, but why can’t I?”
“I always love her. I’m confused.” Lorenzo was confused.
“Ah! Whatever it is, I must try to get her love.”
He thought while he bit his lip. Then he exhaled to let out all his sorrow, and he tried to smile even though he felt so hard.
Then, he said, “Yes. That’s true. Indeed, there’s no problem.”
After that, Lorenzo turned off his internet data and put his phone on the table. His hands still trembled because he felt so sad.
Then he did his daily activities like he usually does because he didn’t want to get a notification that there was a chat from Blanca. He did that until he arrived at his office because he was so sad and he didn’t want to show it to everyone. He wanted other people not to know, because he was afraid that he would lose his authority in front of other people if they saw that he was crying.
He felt that his world was shattered. His hope has lost but he must try to get Blanca’s love because he loves Blanca so much and he can’t love another woman except Blanca.