shuhaige
Chapter 454
Chapter 454
Chapter 454 Why Can’t We Be Together Again
His kiss was very light, tasted it and then let go.
The touch of the white fingertips running along the hair and stroking the face is icy and cool.
Jennifer looked at the finger that was always drawing eyebrows and eyes. and turned her head slightly to avoid his touch.
The insignificant action was like stirring up a thousand layers of clouds, floating in the man’s heart, causing an instant pain.
The eyes under the double eyelids were blurred by the pain gradually, and the water mist lightly filled the eyes, moistening the pupils with bloodshot eyes.
“You…don’t want to?”
He already knew the answer, but he still asked.
“Um……”
Jennifer nodded, the complex emotions in her shallow pupils gradually recovered. NôvelDrama.Org: owner of this content.
Her response was the last straw that destroyed his faith, as if he had reached the end of his life, very powerless.
“Why……”
Why explain it clearly to her, she still doesn’t want to be with him.
Why do you try your best to catch her, but you can’t catch her no matter what.
All he wanted in his life was just her, why couldn’t he get it.
Jennifer lowered her head, thought for a moment, raised her clear and bright eyes, and stared at him.
“Do you know what I was like eight years ago?”
The past eight years ago belonged to Hill, and Shaun didn’t know it at all.
Even though he didn’t want to hear about the past between the two, he still shook his head when facing her.
“If you love someone, you can give everything you have, without hesitation, but…”
Jennifer’s eyes darkened, as if shrouded in the darkness of the past, dull and dull.
“I knelt in front of Hill, crying and begging him not to abandon me, begging him not to forget me, but in return, I was full of despair.”
“Although five years later, he recovered his memory and told me that those were all misunderstandings, but I was really hurt…’
“It’s also because of this injury, my temper has become sensitive, and I dare not love someone bravely…”
When she said this, she looked at Shaun’s face that had tortured her for eight years, once again imprisoned in dusty memories, and it was difficult to get out.
“At that time, I knew that you would not marry me and love me, but I still fell in love with you.”
“But I, who have been hurt, no longer have the courage to love bravely, so I only dare to silently accompany you.”
“I look forward to it every day. The time to end the agreement will be slower, and then slower, but you still ended it early.”
“Later, you and Ginny made a pair, appeared in front of me, stimulated me, hurt me, and made me start not to expect anything from you…”
“The most chilling moment was when you said, don’t think that you will love me. This sentence made me die without expecting that you would
love me…”
The tears in Jennifer’s eyes burst out suddenly, the past, accumulated in her heart, made her cry and tell the man who hugged her.
“Shaun, I have been hurt, insecure, and sensitive, and my trust in you is also very weak, but in this situation. I still mustered up the courage to agree to be with you, but I just opened my heart, but again I saw you going in and out of the hotel with another woman once.”
“Even if you tell me now that these are all fake, when I see it with my own eyes, I will still be disappointed, desperate, and afraid. This kind of emotion tortures me, and I don’t even have the courage to question you.”
“I’m no longer the person I was eight years ago. My temper has become extremely sensitive. Next time I encounter the same situation, I will still shrink back. If I continue to be with you like this, it will hurt me and hurt myself.” would hurt you, we are simply not suitable.”