Say, you are mine!

Rosetta’s pov

It’s been few months, after that incident I have learnt to forgive and forget. It made me realise that in order to stay happy and peaceful you need to adjust between people you love and care. If you are not happy with them, just leave and if you are not happy without them then embrace them with their imperfections.

I have learnt to love Skyler the way he is. It took me enough time to realise that I can’t live without him. He has became an unbreakable part of my life.

When we got married I never thought that I will fall so deeply for him, at that time he was just a handsome stranger to me with whom I married just because I wanted to get rid of Vlad.

But I couldn’t resist my attraction which I had towards him. In the beginning I couldn’t understand what is it but whenever Vlad used to attack him, i used to become restless. People says right, you don’t have to find love, love will find you When it’s a right time and I couldn’t agree more.

I was scared of love because of my parents. I thought they are toxic but when I fell for skyler then i realised that it’s not toxic. It’s a other side of love. It’s care and passion. Toxicity has entirely different definition which doesn’t apply to our relationships.

After our dramatic situation life has became quite peaceful. Peacefull but passionate. Skyler and I are trying to make our relationship stronger.Please check at N/ôvel(D)rama.Org.

I am trying to make myself more open and Frank while he is trying to be more patient and calm. He wasn’t lying when he said that he has anger issues. I could see him working on it. He is very good at controlling himself.

I know Skyler has dark side but I can’t leave him for that. I have many people around me who has dark sides and I can’t leave them either. My own parents are criminals. Even if I haven’t hurt anyone for fun, i am still a murderer because I have killed people too.

I have started spending more time with skyler. He has introduced me with his hamsters. They are cute but I tease him saying they are mouse, he doesn’t like it. He gets mad when I call them mouse. He looks cute whenever he gets mad.

It’s been few months and our families has started asking us when are we going to give them grandchildren.

In the beginning I made myself clear to Skyler that I won’t be giving birth to his children no matter what. I can’t take responsibility of children. May be i am selfish for taking this decision but I love my free life and healthy body. I can’t go through that pain from which my mother or other women has suffered.

I can’t spoil another life by bringing it to this criminal world. That child Will have the same future like me or skyler. I can’t become a good mother and don’t want to become one either. I am rooted for my childfree life.

Thankfully Skyler support me in this decision. He is not fan of children either. I know he has pressure of his father to give them an heir but Skyler doesn’t like that idea. Why should we bring life in this world just to carry our business or bloodline, what if s/he doesn’t want to. Why should I bring life in this world just because I want someone to take care of me in my old-age, it will be independent human being and i can’t expect it to make sacrifices for me. These reasons are clearly selfish.

I once asked Skyler that what if he wants child. He simply said that if he wants the. He will adopt it otherwise he will surrogate but he won’t force me to bear his children because he respects my decision, if he wants child then he has many ways, for that he won’t force me. And that time I realised that i fell for right man. Only problem is our families are not ready to accept our decision.

Mom and dad wants us to experience parenthood but they knows limits, they don’t overreact on it. I hope they will understand us soon. Skyler’s parents wants child and skyler is dealing with them.

Sarah has tried to talk to me but i am very happy that she respects my decision as a woman. Not becoming mother is equally difficult as being a mother. She tried to show me positive side of motherhood but it didn’t appeal me, i can’t do it.

So far we are enjoying childfree life.

I took off my gloves as we finished training. As he promised, he is trainning me instead of my mother. And thank god he is quite gentle than mom, he is a good teacher.

“You are getting better day by day”

He complimented while taking of his shirt and started wiping his sweaty chest.

The site is droolworthy. I can’t seem to take my eyes off this man.

“Thanks to you”

I replied and he looked at me.

“Then thank me”

He Smirked and i know what does he mean by this.

“Skyler i am tired”

I whined.

“I am talking about date… I am asking you to come with me on a date…”

He said while shaking his head.

“You are so dirty minded… I didn’t expect this from you…”

He mocked.

Liar, i know what exactly he meant by it. He just loves teasing me but now I know how to deal with him.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and went closer.

“Really?… Then it’s my bad..”

He raised his eyebrows suspiciously.

“Because I was really going to thank you”

I licked my lips and his eyes stuck on them. I Smirked when his jaw ticked.

“But date is fine too…”

Saying that I stepped away.

As soon as I stepped back he jerked me forward.

“Do it!”

He demanded.

“Do what?”

I Smirked.

“Whatever you were going to do to thank me… I was messing with you. you know what I meant when I said thank me.”

He stated, i can see how eager he is.

“Ohk then meet me in the kitchen”

I replied and he frowned.

“Kitchen?”

He asked.

“Yes, i have learnt new dish… I was thinking that I should cook it for you. You will like it… It will be great way to thank you.”

I suppressed my laugh as I saw his expressions changing.

Loud gasp escaped from my mouth when he suddenly threw me over his shoulder.

“You are getting naughty day by day”

He said as he started walking towards our bedroom. I know what’s coming and i am excited.

“I know right… My new trainer is very good at it, i am learning from him.”

I chuckled and he spanked my ass making me gasp. Damn, he has strong hands.

“Never mind, i know how to make you thank me…”

He chuckled making my heart race.

He threw me on the bed and hovered over me.

“Okay, okay… I am sorry, I was just teasing you.”

I said before he does something crazy.

“You look cute when you are annoyed”

He smiled and pecked my lips.

“I am anything but cute, wifey…”

“Doesn’t matter, i love every side of you.”

I confessed and genuine smile formed on his beautiful lips.

“I am very lucky to have you Rosa”

He kissed me passionately.

“And no one can take you away from me…”

He looked at me intently.

“Say, you are mine… Forever!

“Yes i am yours…. Forever!”

I said.

Yes, this is my life and I love it. I have embraced it with its imperfections.

Now he is mine and I am his….. FOREVER!

The end…..