Chapter 253
Thea
“Don’t touch me Angel….” I say even though to me it was more of a plea. He looked quite confused but I guess he wasn’t going to listen as he began walking towards me.
“I need my space.” He stopped at my words. “I need space from you Angel, I need my mind intact, I need to think, I just want to keep hating you.” I bared my feelings as it was.
“Hate me then.” He said raising his voice. I seemed to be confusing him as well with my conflicting actions and reactions.
“Then stop what you’re doing.” I yelled back.
“… But I’m not doing anything Thea.”
“Yes you are, you fucking are.” I cried. “I hate this….” I cut myself off finishing the sentence in my mind. ‘I hate the way you make me feel Angel. I should hate you yet I want you.’
“Then tell me what I should stop.”
“Stop pursuing me, stop interfering, just stay away from me.”
“I can’t”
“Why?”
“Because I’m in love with you Thea!”
“Then stop loving me!”
“I can’t! And you know it. I can’t get you out of my head, or my heart. My soul craves you, I live for you, I breath you… You’re stuck to every pore of my skin. You’re in my blood Thea….”
“Stop….” I say softly. He was penetrating through my defense with his confession.
“I want you, I need you. I’m starved of you.”
“Stop coming closer.” I beg but he doesn’t listen. “I just want to touch you…”
“You can’t just have it easy. You, broke, me….” I cry stressing each words. “… In more ways than I ever thought. I am wounded to my heart and soul Angel, I’ve lost big because of you!”
“I regret everything I did Thea, I could never forgive myself. I can’t change what has happened I just need a chance to redeem myself.”
“There is no redemption for you.” I yell and he freezes looking like he was about to break down in tears.
“I love you Thea….” He confessed.
“Stop, saying it.” I plead diving my fingers through my hair as I cried the more. He was making it difficult to keep hating him.
“I love you.” He speaks gently and I shake my head hoping to get rid of the thought that agreed with him.
“I hate you.” I say aloud hoping also the part of me that aligned with it concurred but it was nowhere to be found. It just disappeared. Angel looked visibly hurt by my words. His face was red from the tears he had been trying to hold down.
“Do you really have no feelings for me? Not even a tiny bit? Because I swear to you Thea, even when I thought you betrayed me, used me and never loved me I was always in love with you. I Never, ever stopped loving you.” He stressed his words. “So tell me, swear it that you have no feelings left for me.”
“You don’t deserve me.”
“You didn’t answer the question.”
“I told you already.”
“I’m asking you now, I’m asking you to swear it… I’ll try to forget you again. I’ll really try this time, just say the word. ‘i don’t love you Angel.’
The place fell silent as I couldn’t bring myself to say the words. I tucked in my lips as my tears spilled again.
“I don’t l-love… I don’t ….” I hesitate again. I just couldn’t do it. Angel chuckles sadly and before I could even realize what he was doing I felt my back hit the wall behind me, his figure towering above me, his hand cupping my cheeks while his gaze bore into mine. His lips were a breath length away from me and I found myself trembling from the sudden act.
Emotions were on high, flaring and filling the entire air. He got me trapped, speaking to me through his eyes that he had enough of my denial
“Angel stop.”
“You’re trembling.” He says in a very deep and rough voice showing his determination to get to the bottom of it.
“Please stop it.” I beg but his gaze trail my shivering body with a look of starvation.
“I don’t want to.” He says boldly and I’m rendered helpless feeling his aura overtake the entire place. I look at him pleadingly as that was the only ball I got left. “I want to touch you Thea. I really want to feel you in my arms.” He says as his eyes takes details of the places he wanted to touch and feel. I felt completely naked under his scrutiny.
My lips quivered but I managed to find my voice amidst the searing tension. “You’re not listening to me. Let me go.”
“Fight it then.”
He said hoarsely and I lost the guts, freezing for some seconds before blinking back to the present.
In that moment, I forgot all the pains and grudge I had for him because I was afraid, afraid never to feel him this close to me, never to feel his touch again. I was afraid I’d lose him and regret it for the rest of my life.
I felt Angel’s hand on my waist, arcing and then he tugged me to his chest, my belly against his crotch, his hard chest pressing against my breast and embarrassingly my nipples stood hard and firm for him. My heart beat against his and our breath heavy at each other. We got stuck in the moment, staring deep into each other’s soul.
In that moment, we found each other, felt each others desires, our desperate longing. We found our soul that had been starved and lost of each other’s affection.
He wanted me and I wanted him as bad. It felt right, just too right to be wrong. His arms felt like home, the home I desperately needed despite everything.Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.
My breath hitched as Angel leaned down to my face, pressing his nose against mine. My wobbly fingers held unto his shirt, griping them for balance.
“I want to kiss you again. Feel your lips on mine.”
He said and I could hear the need in his voice. I lost all strength to resist him, all odds were against my resistance. He made me feel the sparks at a heightened level. Like I was falling in love for the first time….
Was I never going to get justice for everything he had put me through? Do I just succumb again to my desires? Just today, just for today….
Angel pulls away slowly and peers into my eyes as if confirming if he should go ahead. I already lost in the fight so I stayed put and did nothing to resist his temptation. He leaned down again, pressing down on me, I shut my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of his warm breath against my skin, sparks of pleasure surrounded me, tickling and tingling every inch of my body. The hairs on my skin rose as Angel wrapped his arms around me more firmly and in one second my entire world stopped as I felt his plump lips against mine.
A surge of sensation engulfed my entire body, I felt chills and then warmth of pleasure as we locked lips. I whimpered and he groaned deeply. I held his shirt more tightly and he pulled me closer letting his fingers dive deep into the back of my hair.
“Mmmm….” I moaned deeply as my thighs suddenly got wet with overflowing horny fluid, tingles at the tip of my clits, my pussy pulsating, the folds around my pussy walls jerking at it’s own pace.
“Mmm…” Another shivering moan left my throat as Angel drove his tongue into my mouth and I, with the hunger I didn’t realize was there grabbed it within mine. I sucked on it and the feeling of tasting his lips seemed to bring everything dead in me alive.
Angel withdrew his tongue and I stuck mine in, returning the energy. He groaned more deeply and pushed my head closer to him with an intense need. His body stiffened as he tasted my tongue.
We pulled away slowly from each other staring down on our wet lips and as if someone had set a timer we brushed our lips hard against each other, grabbing our lips in an intense, mind blowing, body quivering manner. He owned me and claimed me as he kissed me so bruisingly hard.
I was completely melted with every stroke of his tongue and every drag of my lips. He filled me up with the love that I had lacked and I savoured every bit of it. We devoured each other lips until we exhausted our needs for the moment and were now catching our breath.
Our heads were pinned against each other as we came down from our high.
‘Thea… You’re truly helpless’ I spoke within me as we slowly pulled away from each other.
That was it, everything revolved around us. I had been taken out of my body, soaring with feelings that had exploded. His heart reached out to me just like mine was reaching out to him.
I had left the guilt I felt, every pain he caused and I chose to succumb to my desire and love him in that moment.
“Goodness… I feel alive.” Angel whispered against my lips and I could only manage a whimper because he had sucked all words out of my mouth. He looked at me with so much love and affection. ” I’ll see you when I get back.” He said and leaned again to my lips. I found myself tearing up again from mixed emotions. He tries to kiss me but I pull my face to the side, he sighs in frustration and grabs my chin turning my head towards him.
He leans down one more time and steal a kiss from me.
“You’re my world Thea. You brighten my life and give me a purpose.” He whispered placing his head over mine. “God… I wish none of this ever happened.” He says and touched my lips with his thumb. He pulls away slowly and after a moment of staring at me he turns around to leave. I slid down the wall palming my lips as I let myself soak in my own tears.
I was cheap in love and not strong as I thought. He won this night, he stole my heart again.