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CHAPTER 22
ALPHA'S POV
Harry had totally ignored me.He didn't advise me like he normally would and that is why things got pretty heated between me and her. I used to think that I am equally strong to handle my things without my wolf but it turns out that I wasn't. I needed him.
"Harry come on, what should I do?" I asked as I hopelessly watched her walk away.NôvelDrama.Org: owner of this content.
Once again, he totally ignored me.
"Anita, come back!" I shouted loud enough for her to hear but she ignored me and walked away.
No one had ever ignored me but tonight, she did what Harry was doing.She had chosen to walk away from me.
Seeing her walk away made me feel a surge of anger in my system. I wanted to run after her and make her stop for us to have a conversation but that was not going to be possible. I was not going to lower my ego to that level. I had to respect her decision and find a way of being fine without her.
She had ignored me and I was beside myself. I wanted her to stay. As for her accusations concerning Lola, I could hear the pain in her voice. She was completely hurt by something that happened only twice a long time ago.
After my bitter breakup, I needed someone and Lola was that someone. After I healed, I ended things with her. I wonder why she had to tell her the truth.
I didn't know where I stood with her and that got my head racing. I wish I could read her mind. I didn't want her to leave the pack, I was not going to allow it.
I headed to the main gate and summoned the omega manning it not to allow anyone to leave the pack.
"Why is that?" He asked.
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Are you questioning the Alpha?" I asked.
"No, of course not. It's just that you have never given this directive. Our policy is that someone can leave when they want to," He said.
"Don't allow a girl by the name Anita to leave, am I clear?" I asked.
"Of course sir," He said before saluting and I left.
It had been a long day, I needed time to just think about what happened and mitigate it. Not only that, I needed to convince Harry to help me navigate this situation with her. Clearly, I am not able to do it on my own.
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I poured myself a glass of whiskey. I needed it, I needed to relax. She had made me all tense up especially with her threat to be with someone else. I could not stand it.
Not after kissing her and touching her perky breasts. I wanted more, a kiss was not enough, the more I kissed her the more I desired to be with her.
She didn't have a past boyfriend, I wanted to be her first. I wanted to be the one to make her feel the sweet pleasure of the orgasms that I was going to give her. "Harry, I really need you. Tell me what to do," I begged him after taking a sip of my whiskey.
"I already told you what to do. The day you will choose to listen is the day that we will finally get along," He finally said something.
"She doesn't want me. She told me she was going to be with someone else. Do you now understand why I have so much rage? Harry, I can't stand seeing her with someone else," I added.
Harry was silent again and for the rest of the night. I poured myself another glass of whiskey. I needed to get some sleep so that I don't stay up all night thinking about her. I had initially thought that I had things under control when it comes to her but it turns out that I had lost it. I could not control my feelings because I had fallen in love with her. This had happened before, this is not the first time feeling this way.
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ANITA'S POV
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He called me back and I wanted to go but I couldn't do it. I couldn't take more pain and I knew him calling me back was him trying to hurt me further. I cannot trust him with my heart, not anymore.
The love that we had was one sided and that is why it was toxic. I know sometimes my delusions tell me that he loves me but he is just scared to admit it but maybe I am lying to myself. He is an Alpha, he is the most powerful man in the region. If he wanted to be with me, if he loved me then he would have told me by now. The truth of the matter is that he didn't really care for me and that's why my heart keeps breaking every time I have an encounter with him. How stupid and desperate was I to think that we could end up together.
Maybe he should go and be with Lola. After all he has fucked her and I cannot compete with that. He has a soft spot for her, something that he didn't have for me.
It's so funny that I was confident in what I thought we had and even beat the hell out of Lola who had actually had something going on with him. It's such a shame that I stooped to this level.
I should leave him alone. I should let him go. I will one day meet someone who will totally love me.
Today I decided to mark the end of it. I love him and I desperately want to be with him but at what cost?I had recalled this advice that my sister gave me sometime back and right now it made so much sense. Emma was right about so many things. Gosh, I really miss her, especially tonight.
I had planned to stay for three days as I thought of what to do next but I couldn't do it. I had to leave this very night.
After packing all my belongings, I dragged my suitcase out. It was midnight but I didn't care, I wanted to leave this pack once and for all. I was no longer happy here.