My Heart Longs For Her So Much
Whereas, Lily was driven back to Drake Bell’s mansion by Alexander Bell. While they were inside the car, Alexander Bell loosened up and had a lively conversation with the kids.
Infact, when he pulled his car before Drake Bell’s mansion, the kids were reluctant to step down. They so much loved his company. At the end, Alexander Bell promised the kids to show up sooner to them, afterwards, the kids and Lily stepped down and walked inside the mansion.
Alexander Bell sighed as soon they dissapeared, he mumbled, “this is getting more sophisticated!”
As he made an attempt to start the ignition of his car, his phone rang and seeing whom the caller ID was, he answered it, “hello mum.”
“Alexander, I thought you said you are bringing Lily over today? I’ve been at the airport since and didn’t see any traces of your plane,” the person speaking was Alexander’s mother. She was now living in Italy.
“Things didn’t go as planned. But in a few more weeks, I’ll bring her over,” Alexander Bell said.
“Okay, be smart, son and bring her quickly.”
“Sure mum,” Alexander answered and hung the call up, then he started the ignition of his car and drove off.Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.
Lily was undressing in the bathroom when she heard her door open, “who is it?” She asked in a loud voice.
“I’m surprised you came back to my house. I thought you would go to his house,” Drake Bell said, he had just entered her room.
Since Lily hadn’t started to shower, she put on her dress back and walked out of the bathroom, “well, if you let me go, I’ll have returned to Alexander Bell’s mansion.”
Drake Bell smirked and said, “a man said he was taking you to Dubai and suddenly started heading to Italy yet you didn’t suspect that something is off?”
“Please don’t interfere. It’s not like you truly care for me,” Lily answered, “if you do care for me, you won’t want to abort my baby in the past.”
Drake Bell slammed his hand on the table angrily and said, “Lily… Is your heart really that hard? Will you really never forgive me? Fine? Go… do what you want! Just go…” Drake Bell spilled angrily and stormed out of her room.
As he walked away, he remembered what Liam said to him, what if she’s dead, he would move on. It’s just that he regretted his actions and want to make up for it plus the feelings he has for her now is so great that it’s driving him crazy. As he walked away, he couldn’t help the sharp pain penetrating his heart.
He soon got inside his room and slumped his slim butt to the bed, “how long do I pay for my sins?” He mumbled to himself. Drake Bell couldn’t help the pain in his heart. He probably has to move on… He then picked up his phone and called Amelia, once she answered, Drake Bell commanded, “come to my house, straight to my room and spend the night with me.” Drake Bell felt empty and void. He felt like he was totally enclouded in darkness and hence needed someone to fill in the space. The only person he has an intimate relationship with was Amelia.
Amelia on the other end was shocked but was happy to the gut. As soon as his call came to an end, she began to jump merrily and dance. She even ran out of her room to tell the good news to Mila. This moment could be regarded as the best moments of her life.
At once, she got dressed in a beautiful and eye catching dress and set off for Drake Bell’s villa.
Whereas, Lily was stunned at Drake Bell’s sudden outburst. She sat down and meditated about Drake Bell’s recent actions and reactions to her. Did he really regret his actions now? Was he ready to make up for his sins? He didn’t love her when they were married but was he in love with her now? Lily thought for so long but the bigger question was if she was in love with him. That would be a big no.
The truth is that a man like Drake Bell is so charming, she had to keep her heart closed to avoid letting him slip back into her heart. Once bitten twice shy. She had stopped loving Drake Bell a long time ago and had considered loving Drake Bell the greatest mistake of her life. She didn’t want to make such mistake again. When she loves, she loves with everything within her.
Since Drake Bell had permitted her to leave, should she just leave? Lily was worried. She didn’t know why a part of her wasn’t willing to leave this villa. Ironically, she and her children felt very safe over here. Even Drake Bell’s mother who once hated her now liked her children.
While engrossed in thought, she heard the sound of the doorbell, she wondered whom it could be. She believed that the butler would attend to whoever it is but the doorbell kept ringing so she knew she had no choice but to go there. While she was on her way to the main door, she called on the butler severally but there was no response from him.
She soon stood before the main door and then unlocked it, she unexpectedly saw Amelia, dressed provocatively.
“What are you doing here?” Amelia asked.
“Since when did this place became your house? Excuse me?” Amelia nudged her and walked in.
Lily watched as she walked elegantly up to Drake Bell’s room. Then she began to knock.
Did Drake Bell invited her? Lily thought to herself and to her surprise, she saw the door open and then, Amelia was allowed to walk inside his room. Lily felt her heart constrict. She didn’t even know why. The last time Amelia was boasting about having sex with Drake Bell, she didn’t feel a thing. She thought it was because her feelings for Drake Bell was dead but could it because she secretly thought that Amelia was lying? Probably trying to boast on vanity? But truth to be told, she doesn’t have feelings for this man anymore but seeing another woman entering his room makes her feel very uncomfortable.
Lily then walked over to the entrance of Drake Bell’s room and waited for a while before knocking. Soon, the door opened and Drake Bell appeared.
“Erm…” Lily was dumbfounded. She didn’t know exactly what to say. She didn’t even know why she went to knock on his door but Amelia inside Drake Bell’s room just makes her feel choked, as if she won’t be able to breath any moment from now.
Drake Bell was stunned to see her. Just when he was almost giving up on her, turns out she still has some ounce of soft sidedness for him. ‘It’s too early to give up on you, Lily,’ Drake Bell thought to himself as he looked at her quietly.
He pulled her to himself in a quick and unexpected succession and sucked passionately on her succulent lips. ‘This woman… My heart longs for her so much, I can’t do without her…’ he said this in his mind even as he kissed her with utmost passion.