Chapter 10
I looked away and closed my eyes, don’t know what’s going on in that dude’s head right now. But I shouldn’t care, he should stick with his misconceptions about why I stared at Tyler then, it’s none of my problems.
My phone beeped and I opened my eyes and grabbed my phone from my pants pocket before clicking on the green icon, accepting the call.
” Hey Ara ” I said, Ara is my other best friend after Lila.
” Hey girlie, how’re you enjoying your husband’s home ” She said and I gasped before lowering the phone’s speaker.
” Ara!! ” I snapped and I heard her scoff.
” What?, Is he there? ” She asked and I glanced at Tyler who looked engrossed in whatever he was doing on his phone.
” Yeah, and he’s not my husband, and don’t say that again, he’s not supposed to be aware of all these ” I warned in a low voice and I could imagine her rolling her eyes. Yeah, she’s sassy and crazy.
” Alright, I’ve heard you, but to be candid that dude’s hot, I won’t mind a nightstand with him ” Ara said dreamily and I raised my brows slightly.
” Sorry? ” I asked, getting annoyed.
” What?, He’s damn hot, Lila showed me his pic and I found out he’s one hell of a badboy and you know me… I like badboys ” She said and I could feel her licking her lips and I shrieked in disgust.
” Ara stop that! ” I cautioned.
” What?, Are you jealous? ” I heard her chuckle and I scoffed.
” You should call me back if you’re gon’ keep talking about this ” I said annoyingly, ready to cut the call.
” Calm down babe, all jokes ” She teased.
” Hey, bring the phone, lemme talk to her ” I heard Lila’s distant voice from the other side.
” Is that Lila? ” I asked.
” Yeah, send us your address ” She added and I raised my brows slightly.
” Address? ” I asked to be sure of what I had just heard.
” Hmm hmm, we wanna come over, I know that place might be boring so.. send your address ” She said and I shook my head.
” No!, You guys can’t just come over, that’s suspicious and somehow ” I said, not sure of what I was saying but I’m sure it’s gonna look somehow and moreover I’m far away from them. I’m in Australia and they’re in California. It’s a different country.
It might look weird to Tyler, I mean why did I leave my home for his?, And my friends are here again?.
I’m sure his mom might flare up at me for bringing more people to her home.
” Hey! ” Ara snapped me outta my thoughts.
” Bye ” I said hurriedly and hanged up. I heaved a deep sigh before landing on the couch and took a glance at the dinning, it was then I noticed a girl was seated beside Tyler.
She might have walked in while I was on the phone. What’s she doing here?. I creased my brows the more when I saw Tyler’s hand wrapped around her neck.
Wait, is that his girlfriend?. I scoffed in annoyance, is he playing with me right now?.Content from NôvelDr(a)ma.Org.
The girl suddenly snuggles closer to him and he smiled at her before pecking her lips and I couldn’t stop the hiccup that left my mouth as I began hiccuping and that got their attention for a while.
I rushed to the dinning ignoring the girl and Brian’s stare on me as I grabbed a bottle of water and gulped down the content.
I released a deep breath as I disposed the plastic into the waste bin.
I glanced at Tyler who cared less as he kept on doing his business, my eyes met with Brian and he had the same look he had on the other time.
I glanced at Tyler and the girl one more time before making my way out of their presence and off to the stairs and then to my room.
I landed on my bed and my mind was filled with lots of thoughts running through them and lots of questions.
Who’s the girl?, Is she Tyler’s girlfriend?.
Then I reminisced back on what Tyler’s mom had said then.
* She’s probably one of his flings *
So, he has lots of them, I guess I should learn how to face this then as I’ld be seeing more of them soon.
But why am I bothered?. Probably ’cause I’m carrying his baby and he’s not even aware of this, yet f**k around with girls.
I scoffed, I even gave him my virginity, he took my innocence without knowing or caring.
I sighed as I wiped the little tear that had rolled down my cheeks.
He isn’t worth my tears, I think I’m going to give up soon. I don’t have to get married to him, I don’t think I wanna care if my baby’s gon’ have another father or mother again.
I don’t wanna be with someone who doesn’t feel or care for me, I probably don’t exist to him.
My hands moved to my tummy unconsciously and I rubbed it gently.
Do I have to do this?, Should I pass through all this for you?, It’s not your fault right?. You don’t have to go through all this, I called you, you didn’t come per your wish so I have to do this for you.
I have to keep everything I face through in, cause of you.
I suddenly wished I could peck my tumny but I can’t, only husbands do that to their wife’s tummy, but it’s the exact opposite here, my baby’s daddy doesn’t even care.
Gosh, I never imagined all these happening soon, all I had in mind was to attend college, get a good job, get a nice and caring husband, have as many kids as I want then live a good life.
But all these, is nothing compared to that, this is the exact opposite of living a nice life like I had imagined.
I hope I’m able to pull through all this without getting tired.
With this, I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
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